Frustrating

SOOOOOO .... you know the one thing that I really dont like about being pregnant..... its not the back pain that hurts sooo much this time, its not that the baby is cutting off my oxygen and I keep passing out, its not that he is a kick boxer and almost knocks the wind out of me... really its not all the mornings and or nights that I havent felt good....

Its the part of feeling HELPLESS... I do noooot ask for help, I am not comfortable asking people to assist me in things that I can normally do .... and I really feel I still should be able to do. Is it pride or just me being stubborn I dont know.

But with Brad being gone and so many things around the house that need to be done .... I really feel like I need to step upto the plate and get it done.

• I need to add the dirt to the trenches so I can lay out the grass seed so the backyard is more kid friendly.


• I need to move the landscaping blocks around the garden as I am making it bigger and less square and more round ... then of course add the dirt and plant.


• I desperatly need my grass weed wacked and cut as the grass in areas is up to Mykaylas knees... and yes I wont be doing that my self as they both need to be inspected before the first seasons usage. - and I already tried the weed wacker and its not turning on :(


• I need to get my herbs into the big pots and moved out into the sun so I have alot of fresh herbs and such for the summer.


• AND ... I still need to organize Brads shed and hang some shelves, peg board, and clean it out!!!

SOOOOOOOO ..... this is me I suppose asking for HELP .. please if your free in the day at all and want to help me out with my list of to do.. please come over and give a helping hand.

Baby Info - 33 Weeks

This week your baby weighs a little over 4 pounds and has passed the 17-inch mark. He's rapidly losing that wrinkled, alien look and his skeleton is hardening. Finding an easy position to sit in — let alone sleep — is becoming more of a challenge. And bumping into chairs and counters is par for the course.